Change is in the air again and I can't help but feel it coming. It was fairly nice out today, so I decided to go take a walk to one or two places. I was on my way home when I realized it. After I got home from said walk, I tried to remember the last time I had this feeling and realized I had posted about it. After glancing through my previous posts, I came across the post I was looking for. As I looked at the date on it, I noticed that it was only a couple of weeks before I saw Jack. And now, I am only a week away (six days, if you want to get technical since it's after 12AM Sunday morning as I type this) from seeing him again and the winds of change are upon me once again. What is with seeing him and having this happen beforehand? I just might lose my sanity if this keeps up...
The change that happened last time was a good thing: Jack and I got engaged. However, I can't help but wonder what this new change is to be. Life has a way of throwing me the most random events, or even people, (which makes me think God has a funny sense of humor) and makes me deal with it just to see how well I handle the situation/person.
The only change I can think of coming up is the trip to Utah. I have been avoiding the place like the plague since I joined the church, claiming I would never go there for even so much for a visit. You would think I've learned the lesson of not saying I'm not going to do something because I usually end up doing it. Never gonna take French classes? Did it twice. Never gonna go to Europe? Did it summer of 2006 (which was a happy surprise more than anything). Never go to Utah? Looks like I'm 3 for 3.
I really should start learning this whole "never say never" lesson. Cuz it doesn't seem to be working out too well for me. And even though I don't want to be patient and wait to see what this change is, I will just have to wait it out and see what's in store for me and know that it's for the best in the long run.
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