Jack and I had gone to an activity the other night and while driving home, we got into a discussion about whether or not we would redo the last 5 years that we've known each other. Or even go as far back as redoing high school. I've been thinking about it more and more since Monday night when we talked about it and I've come to the conclusion that there is no way I would redo any of it. As nice as it would be to do it all over knowing what I do now, I wouldn't be who I am now if everything bad that has happened was erased. It's taken some time but I've learned to accept the bad that has happened and be alright with how it has changed me in the intervening years since the event.
One thing I've noticed is that I don't have patience any more for... Well, let's call it immaturity. I just can't do it anymore. I feel like I'm wasting my time with people when they're choosing to act like that; I have better things to do with my time. Maybe I'm just turning into an old lady at the young age of nearly 25. Or maybe I'm just being an adult.
