And I'm still awake. Like always. It was pointed out to me tonight by Jack that I'm always up later than he is (case in point, I'm awake right now and he's asleep in bed and has been for probably almost an hour now). I can never seem to shut down my mind at an hour that seems like a better time to go to bed than around 2AM in the morning. Too many thoughts like to run rampant through my head in the middle of the night. I try to drown myself out with music at night and just focus on lyrics or pull out some instrument (generally drums or piano, depending on what I'm listening to) to pay attention to, which helps but doesn't completely shut out everything. You know how you get those thoughts that just don't like to go away? I get those quite a bit. And they can be about anything on any given day. Just depends on the day. What really sucks is I'm generally up anywhere between 8 and 9AM, which is a little bit less sleep that my body needs but it decides it wants to be awake at that time anyways. Pretty sure I'm going to have to start forcing myself to go to bed at an earlier time.
Sleep, why must you evade me?!
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